Serious Retail Therapy

First off, before I bought anything for myself, I got the kids a few outfits. They grow soooo fast is scary. Gabby will be 5 in June and Fay will be 10 next January. My how time has flown by. Secondly I am still upset about not getting the job :( but I will get over it soon. Thirdly I do sympathize with the other workers that were also passed over, because they may also be hurting. Fourthly I still have a job which is a blessing in itself.

I decided to take a day off to sulk and shop. Tomorrow I am getting my hair done so that may lift my spirits. Since I have been exercising the sweat has my hair looking crazy. I did not know this would happen but I am on the way to a healthier me. I had a relapse and got a Whopper Jr meal from Burger King. I am sure I will have to work my butt off later today. I found myself doing leg lifts while shopping and in the checkout line. I'm sure ppl thought I was crazy! Can you imagine how crazy it is to walk and squeeze your butt muscles together LOL, I know too much information but @least you guys know that I am human!

So here's the lot of what I picked up today:

I've got some Echo Park, Pebbles, Basic Grey Mint Julep in here. I'll always love pink but I have started leaning towards blues, aquas, turquoise and yellows. So cute right?

The American Crafts Items on the left were from Target along with the clipboard. The butterflies, doilies and brads are from Michaels. I love magazines so the Embellish book is right up my ally. The ribbon is American Crafts from TJ Maxx. I got the Spellbinders from Joann's, but I may take the Lattice template back, not really feeling it now! The punches are from Michaels, by the way, check them out they have a new line of EK Success Punches!

My Pretties

I used this weeks Sunday Sketch by Studio Calico. The heart paper is DCWV, the butterfly sticker is CP On Trend. The dot paper and banner is Simple Stories Vintage Bliss. The buttons are Basic Grey Nook and Pantry

So defeated and crushed!!!!

So I did not get the job I applied for. However a few less qualified staff did that have not been here for even a year! Even the bosses son received a promotion! 5 of the people hired are related to upper staff! I feel like I wasted my time with the whole process. I know that I am qualified, I am not cocky about it, but I do an damn good job @ work. I volunteer to help when needed, even helping others get their work done.Thankful to have a job right now but I feel so crossed, defeated, disgusted and angry.

I don't want to do any work, I don't want to talk to ppl. I know that I am acting like a spoiled brat right now but I am truly hurt by this. This is not an easy job, daily I deal with people on public assistance. This is not some job that you can float on by and coast. We are dealing with people's livelyhood here; they depend on foodshare to keep food in the house, medical for health reasons, and child care to maintain employment.

I need to advance and grow, I feel like I am wasting my time here and I am stuck in this same position. Some words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated now. Have a blessed day.

Mid week check in

Hello hope your week is going well. I am stillll waiting to hear about the interview. See I manage a caseload for foodshare, medical, childcare and other income maintenance programs. The job can be highly stressful but I do what I have to do to maintain. But there's alot of speculation and rumors going on about who got offered the jobs....I want to advance and I feel like I am wasting my potential. Yes its more work and a few more bucks but I would be a lead worker and serve as a resource of information to my coworkers and I would still maintain a caseload and see my clients. I love seeing clients and connecting with them on some level but I feel like I deserve a promotion, not that I deserve the job. I'm sure there are others who feel that they deserve a promotion too. I guess I don't like the word deserve because I don't deserve anything. I work hard and make sure my work is done timely. I read the policy and I ask questions if I need assistance. I help others where needed, sometimes I go beyond. I do get bored @ the level I am on; I need some projects to keep me busy throughout the day and I feel like this job would give me that.

Well let me stop whining. I'm blessed to have a decent job but I need more! I know you guys have been there right? The kids had great reports during parent teacher conference. Farrah is a big talker but she gets her work done. Gabby, who is 4, is writing her name. Shes getting very good @ it. She's quiet and has made a few friends. For the most part she listens but sometimes she will get cranky during nap time. Not because she wants to sleep, but she doesn't want to lie down! She will pitch a huge fit and the teacher will try to calm her down or call me. But her teacher said she loves having her in the class and she's really sweet.

Well goodnight everyone. Be blessed.

My Punch Obsession

I love punches! I love hearts, circles, scallops, butterflies, borders, flowers..punches of all kinds! I decided to go to Joann's today in hopes to find some new punches and I'm glad I did! I found these lovely punches 40%  off. I love J's but I found they do jack up their prices and put them on sale. I can find a $15.99 punch @ Michaels and the same one will be $17.99 @ Joann's~ so not fair!

So yesterday I took the kids over a college friends house to celebrate her 3 year old daughters birthday.They had sooo much fun, played and ate alot of candy. I let Farrah spend the night and Gabby came home with me. Today I treated Gabby to Olive Garden. She ate the salad, breadsticks, more salad and grapes. I did order her an entree but she refuses to eat them so I will give to Farrah when she returns home. I ate too much, so I had to burn off some of those calories. I love Italian food! My favorite dish is chicken Alfredo with mushrooms added and stuffed mushrooms as an appetizer. I can't ever eat all my food there because I fill up on the salad and breadsticks!

So now I'm watching Serpico with Al Pacino. Yea it's old but I love old movies! Gabby has picture day tomorrow so I am also fixing her hair up pretty. However it probably wont last long because she is a rough sleeper and she sweats when she plays hard...Farrah should be coming home any moment now which means the quietness of my house will cease and the loudness and bickering of 2 young girls will fill the air....

 So here's what I picked up today @ Joann's:

I picked up the titles and element stickers, pretty cute and they were 40% off. The Cuttlebug folder is also new, I love hearts so this is perfect. I also picked up a Making Memories paint spreader. 

I am sooo glad I went because I would not have seen these cute new punches. Hexagons are in and these are perfect and better as they were on sale. 

9

Farrah and Gabby enjoying a piece of birthday cake. Farrah turned 9 on 1/31/13. I used some old Pink Paislee Daily Junque, Ek Success Banner punch and scraps of Maggie Holmes, Dear Lizzy and DCWV Summer Stack

Well it's about time that I wrap this up, just wanted to pop in to show the goodies I purchased today. Have a blessed week.

Sore, but not enough to hinder my scrapping!

So my healthier lifestyle started on Monday and I am still sore today! I did however get some exercise in tonight when I got home from work. I figured I would give myself a day or so to recoup. I am still on pins and needles waiting to hear back from my interview. I keep going over and over in my head; did I answer the question right, what exactly did I say??? Mother tells me to cool down and leave it up to God and that I did fine. Its hard though. I do want the position, I think it would be great for me. I'm rather bored and I need a challenge!

I was able to complete a layout tonight about Farrah and how she partially shaved her eyebrow...I knew something was wrong with her face but I could not place it...This was created for April Pagemaps #4 over @ www.scrapbook.com.  The crocheted flowers are from Michaels $1 bin. The stickers, chipboard and buttons are Basic Grey. The butterflies are Heidi Swapp color magic but I misted with Studio Calico mist in First Kiss. The background paper is Lily Bee Swoon. the dot paper and journal spot is Sn@p by Simple Stories. I misted the Heidi Swapp banner with Tropicana Teal Colorshine. I also misted the Heidi Swapp butterflies with Mr. Huey's mist in First Kiss. I made the circles using the new Martha Steward scalloped Circle punch.

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Sisters

Created for April One Picture Challenge. Farrah and her sister Zaria last Easter

Feeling The Burn...

I have to do it, I have to get healthy and if that means popping in an exercise DVD and sweating it out in my livingroom then I have to get my butt off the couch and do it! I've picked up too many pounds over the last few years and I am getting older. I am told that its harder to get it off as you age. So I popped in a Denise Austin vid and started on my way. My body is going to be sore in the morning. My kids joined in on the fun but they are itty bitty things, they moved in ways I could not. They upstaged me!!!

I worked my arms, back, butt and thighs. My mother suggested I get some Epsom Salt to ease my muscles. Well I am going to need something if I plan on getting out of the bed tomorrow ;). I was able to finish these 2 layouts today though. The first one I started over the weekend and completed today. The 2nd one started before my workout and finished after.

Family Time

Created for April 2 picture challenge @ www.scrapbook.com

This is Farrah, her sister Zaria and Gabby. Also her cousins Munchie & Choony. Not sure where my friend got those nicknames from LOL. This was taken last years Easter. They had so much fun together. I used the "cross filter" to edit my pictures in Picasa. My base ppr is Heidi Swapp Serendipity.The large folder is Basic Gray Hey You. The little bits are Cosmo Cricket Upcycle. The border @ the bottom is Half The Edge by Bazzill. I used scraps of Sassafrass and Dear Lizzy for the border @ the top

Big Girl

This is Gabby's 2nd trip to the dentist. She was much more @ ease and even smiled for the camera. However she still cried during the exam but we did not have to put her in the papoose this time. Created for April multi picture challenge

Well I am going to lay it down right now, I'll check with you guys and let you know how my body is fairing tomorrow.

Hello Sunday

It's a Sunday night and I am watching the country music awards, I don't normally watch these things but there's usually not much on Sunday nights that I like to watch so I settled on this. What I can say is that these singers are rockin' some seriously good music!

I said that I would blog more but last week was busy. I had an interview for a lead position where I work. If I get it, I would still be a case manager, but I would advise the lower staff on case processing and work closer with the supervisor on other projects. Yay, pray for me. They have about 5 positions open so hopefully 1 of them is mine.

The kids were off the whole week for spring break and I managed to get a few layouts done. Its back to school tomorrow and for me back to work. This weekend went too fast. However I am so glad the weather is getting better so that I can get out and take some pictures of the kids. We had so much snow in a short period of time that there are still snow banks out here. Yup but they are melting so that's good. Tired of snow pictures! Hope you enjoy, any questions please ask.

I made them 4 you

Used 3/30/13 Studio Calico Sunday Sketch and created for April Girls Challenge over @ Scrapbook.com

I used Cordinations textured cardstock in Cancun. I made the banners from scraps of Dear Lizzy Lucky Charm. I made the tag banner using David Tutera tags, the flower and washi tape is Prima. The large paper strip is Sassafrass Sweetly Smitten. The flower diecut is American Crafts XOXO. The gold stickers are Glitz Designs and the small pennants were made with EK Success Pennant punch. The buttons are Basic Gray Nook & Pantry

Selfies

Used 3/30/13 Studio Calico Sunday Sketch and created for April Girls Challenge over @ Scrapbook.com

I'm always finding pictures of my kids that they've taken and they seem to do such a good job of it. I myself cannot take them this good. I used scraps of Amy Tan Sketchbook, Studio Calico Snippets, Pink Paislee, Dear Lizzy and Glitz Designs. The stickers are Thickers and the camera diecute is Maggie Holmes for Crate Paper. The wooden word is by Recollections from Michaels

Just Hanging Out

Farrah and her cousin Lei'shay @ Applebees one night

I used Maggie Holmes Click, Amy Tan Sketchbook, Echo Park Sweet Girl, Nook & Pantry buttons and brads, Thickers and Simple Stories stickers to create this. 

Life is Good

Gabby when she was a few months old. I used Simple Stories Vintage Bliss paper, DCWV Brights 12x12 stack, DCWV Spring Stack, Maggie Holmes Ephemera pack, Maya Road canvas butterflies, Echo Park The Good Life stamp set and Tattered Angels Chalkboard spray in Polka Dot Pink

A Trip To The Dentist

This was a few years ago, Gabby's first visit to the dentist. She HATED IT!!!! She had to be strapped into a "papoose" so she would not move while they cleaned her teeth and checked for cavities and such. Not a very good time for her @ all. Created for April Monthly Sketch Challenge.